my cat died... she was hit by a car. my rat died, too. I lost my two beloved girls.

I feel sick and tired and like the whole world is a dumb of garbage ready to.... set in flames.

don't give me gasoline... I don't understand the world.

Dug a hole and burried the dead body of my girls... rest in peace, girls... I still love you.


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still open for commissions, but... who cares anyway?

dies

EDIT: NEW badge styles available and changes prices!!! Please have a new look.

Hello Guys and girls!

I seriously need to raise some funds to be able to buy a nice birthday present for my love He's got a birthday at the 11th of May and we are a couple for incredible seven years on this day!!!! I really need to buy him something, because he's awesome and my love and he deserves it. So please help me out and commission me!

I don't have time atm for colored commissions because I need to finish Con art and are already working on two trades (long overdue) and one full colored commission, but! I can work with pencils at university while listening to my profs! XD And I don't mind drawing adult art at uni, so go for it if you like!
Hm... well I maybe can handle badge-commissions in full color...
I draw anrhos/quads/critters and humans and all!

Pencil-Commissions:

single character, no BG like this -> [link] -> [link] is 10 Euro; / 15$ Detailed shading is included for the commissions!

two characters, no BG like this -> [link] are 15Euro; / 20$

for background or extreme detail like in this one -> [link] or this -> [link] add 3Euro / 5$

for parhcment-paper-thingie-background and digital shadings like in this -> [link] or in this one -> [link] add 3Euro / 5$ BUT! I can't send them to you, if you desire it that way because they are not drawn on real parchment paper! I don't have any! I can't afford it right now! But you will be send a high res-file to print it out! or I sent you a print of it I have made, but that would cost additional 3Euro.

For naughty reference go here: [link]

Just comment here or send me a note if you are interested! I know the US Dollar prices are quite high, I used a yahoo! calculator to create them! This calculator is updated every day, so I will calculate the dayly price if you are interested... sorry, I can't help it. =/ But I need to get my money out of it for the time spent, so the euro prices are necesary.

Slots:

1.~CornelPeacemaker (waiting for further information)
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5.

EDIT: I am open for badge commissions, too! I call them Night-Badges... because they look a bit as if the character was placed somewhere at night. *glee!*

Example: [link]

They are monochrome guache and touched up with some color in mixed media.
Price for a badge is 12 Euro! They are about the size of a postcard and are drawn on thick watercolor paper, cut out and can be laminated!

Love to you all

yours,
baLOrKIn
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Art-Status:
Commissions: open (four slots remaining)
Trades: Closed (two in progress)
Requests: Sorry, too buisy!
Kiriban: next at 10.000
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I am a Balor! This Unseelie house bred with the Fomorians in ancient times, and still bears the taint from that union. The Balor are the most savage and brutal of any of the houses. As a result of their Fomorian lineage, they can bear the touch of cold iron, and make frequent use of such weapons. However, all Balor are also cursed with some manner of physical, mental, or spiritual deformity. These brutal fey are often the Unseelie Courts warriors, a task in which they relish.
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Jo. I am sick.

Kiriban at 6,666 pageviews because I feel like it. No one will catch it anyways. But you'd get a pencil sketch.

baLOrKIn

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Please tell me if you are interested in buying a poster!
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Poster Stats: 420x594mm / good paper quality / brilliant but gloomy colors / CMYK offset print
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I am a Balor! This Unseelie house bred with the Fomorians in ancient times, and still bears the taint from that union. The Balor are the most savage and brutal of any of the houses. As a result of their Fomorian lineage, they can bear the touch of cold iron, and make frequent use of such weapons. However, all Balor are also cursed with some manner of physical, mental, or spiritual deformity. These brutal fey are often the Unseelie Courts warriors, a task in which they relish.
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Folks, seriously I was tagged so many times during the last two months, I am sure I forgot about a lot of taggs.

So I'll only do the recent one.

I was tagged by

RULES
1. Post these rules.

2.Each tagged person must post 8 things about theirself on their journal.

3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.

4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.

5. No tag-backs

Eight facts about myself?
Okay, then....

1. I sleep with my head covered. Always. As in... always because otherwise I can't sleep. If you look into my bed and I am in there... well you will probably see pillows or plushies or a blanket were my head ought be... when it is extremely hot I sleep without anything... nude and without a blanket covering my body... but my head is_always_covered.
Don't ask me why.

2. I have a monster- and demon-fetish. O_O) I love transformation fantasies. Oh, and I have a glove fetish. Thanks, SAK! I almost forgot to mention it. *gg*

3. In my opinion, drawing porn is no imoral thing. Raping someone is. Stealing is. Hurting someone is. Lying is. But drawing porn isn't.

4. I am awake during the nights and work best when it is dark outside. I hate going up early in the morning and have a real bad temper when someone wakes me up (or I have to get up) before 12 o'clock.

5. I am adaptive in a way...

6. I have pet rats and love them dearly. I cannot imagine to live without them.

7. I write stories but I don't post them here because they are all in German.

8. My greatest hobby is to rp - I love Pen&aper RPG and me and write on our own RPGs. Those RPGs are my babies. I am totally obsessed with the world behind them and everything. I love to talk about them and play them with everybody. It exists a Dev-Art Community as well.

That's it I guess.

Well I dunno who to tagg, really. So everyone who likes it shall do it. ^_^

baLOrKIn

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Commissioners:
I am not taking commissions at the moment.

Please tell me if you are interested in buying a poster!
Poster:
-> [link]

Poster Stats: 420x594mm / good paper quality / brilliant but gloomy colors / CMYK offset print
Price: 4euro / 5$ + Shipping + Package
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friends:

Clubs:

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I am a Balor! This Unseelie house bred with the Fomorians in ancient times, and still bears the taint from that union. The Balor are the most savage and brutal of any of the houses. As a result of their Fomorian lineage, they can bear the touch of cold iron, and make frequent use of such weapons. However, all Balor are also cursed with some manner of physical, mental, or spiritual deformity. These brutal fey are often the Unseelie Courts warriors, a task in which they relish.
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I am back from my kind-off Hiatus due to an important exam I had to take on this monday. I feel quite good about it which means: I thought I'd never make it and now I dare to hope that I'll pass it.
So I have time again to promote and feature the three deviants who answered to my journal about the 'romotion game.

spread that 'game' and I will return the favour of giving me the opportunity to be promoted in her journal with choosing three of her deviations and feature them as well.

The other three deviants who answered were and .

Remember gals, you need to return the favour and post a journal in which you give those who read it the opportunity to sign up and then promote their favourite pieces of art as well.

So let's get that thing started!

So first:

I generally have to say that she impresses me a lot with her ability of making such wonderful smooth pencil shading. Her art is touching and realisic at the same time and she has great skill in making portraits and expressing feelings in figures.
My favourites in her gallery are:

[link] this drawing which presents the concept for a Fomorian of the Green Court refers to the roleplaying game: Changeling - The Dreaming from White Wolf. I love the game, love the fomorians and I am into this topic by heart. She did a very awesome job here - designing such a creature in a way that I can imagin her coming to life. The pencil shading is extraordinary and I belive without any doubt that such a creature is lurking in the Dreaming, pulling strings on us poor Balor! Well, I love my ancestor but as any kid I feel quite uneasy looking at their face and being aware that they still do determine my future fate.

[link] I love this delicate portrait of one of the Menehune, a 'breed' of Fae, (Kith in game terms) which life on Hawaii. It's also part of the White Wolf's game Changeling - The Dreaming. I am very fond of the colors, really. I imagined the Menehune as very colorful people - thus I love the blue hair in comparison to the black hair of the people who naturally live in this area. On the other hand this girl shows the delicate facial features of the natives of the isles, which I am really in love with. It's wuite difficult for me to catch facial expressions of different people and kin.

[link] I used to play Vampire - The Masquerade (yes, another one of those White Wolf games ) for a long time and enjoyed it back then. I didn't grow out of my vamprie phase entirely, even if I ... ummm traded the vampires for faeries! Xd Don't think you can consider that as 'grow out' of s.th. even if the faeries can be sinister and aven darker minded than the vampires! Alas, they won't be able to be darker than those Lasombra! Playing with the shadows all the time, opressing hem poor lightlessness. I love the comic-style shading in this one, really. The angle of the hand stretched out to the audience is really impressing as is the facial expression of this'not so nice girl'.

So the next one, please! I go for !

I generally love Eeren's color work and anatomy! She's much younger than I am, really and she does so well! I never did at her age. She's a great colorist and she's working very haArd on all her art. I love and envy her abilities on digital media.

[link] That picture is a 'quicky' for her. I would never come so far in two hours, I guess. Always loved Crying Freeman and she took on the character so well I really adore this sketch. The clean lines refer to the original crying freeman style and show that Eeren is capable of drawing in many different styles not losing her own.

[link] and of course [link] It would be mean to count those two in that list seperately, because Eeren did both of this pieces for me. It is natural that I think they are very appealing pieces of art! First one is a collab - my lines, her awesome georgeous colors! She did such a good job on the atmosphere of this night scene that I stand there mouth open everytime I look at the poster on my wall that this piece became.
The second one is an entry to one of my contests - she drew my haracter Loki. The piece is an awesome proof for Eeren's incredible skills of colorin - especially hair! Simply amazing, stunning art!

[link] Well... that's TOO awesome, isn't it? I dunno what else to say... I think Eeren's colorin' skills improved a lot since then but the job is still adorable! I could never do that, look at the hair! The topic and the characters are so neat. I love the linework of this one and the whole scenery.

And because I could not decide I give Eeren four times of featuring: [link] I gotta love lust. ^..^; Nothing to add except from: TEH FIRE! =O I would love to wear your fetish clothes, sweetheart... *murrr*

And next is ! I love her works because they touch me and there's always a story behind the things she draws. She always wants to improve herself and is very hard with herself sometimes. I admire her strengths and the success prooves her right.

[link] I always loved the look of this picture... entangles me somehow. The purpose is a wedding - I think it is a very nice picture for a wedding card. The swans look so nice together yet they are not the same, both are clearly marked as individuals which doubles the nice effect.

[link] I love the lighting in this one... the two characters are so well portrait. But most of all, I like the story behind it, the purpose of this picture and I wish I could express feelings so deep in my pictures as well.

[link] a coloration for one of my pictures. A collab! I love how this turned out. The 'scratchiness' of the colors are very nice. And most of all - I love the little sprite she put in Loki's hand.

So go for the last one! Here is
Oh I so love this gal, I can tell! You know it, don't you, Mean?! She's awesome, talented, a loving friend - and she's humble! She's got a lot of talent and skill and she works hard on it! She's sixteen and has more skill in her pinky than I have in my whole body and brainz! Go and look for her delicate line-art and awesome color-jobs!

[link] My all-time favourite (up to now) and I am without words considering this.... everything is perfect in this one! Great anatomy, angle, characters!!! 8D She took on all of us so well it hurts! And the scenery is so lively, the story catched in that single picture in an adorable way! Awesome linework, color, EVERYTHING!

I also love-to-pieces this [link] and naturally this one [link] but it would be unfair to just feature the gift-art she did for me!!!!1 But be sure that it is worth a look and I_LOVE_ALL_OF_THEM!!!!!!!! *huggleglomp* Oh loveyouloveyouloveyouloveyou for those, SAK!

[link] Incredible, isn't it? She created more than a dozen characters and gave life to them with this amazing piece of artz... amazing colors, character design and ev-ry-thing!!!! I am without words, really. *shakes head* Go and look at this NOW! And fave it and say send yome lovings to SAK because I am running out of English words to do so!

[link] rock my socks off, baby! YEah in traditional media as well as in digital! Honey you'll be a great artist one day - even greater than you are now! Your future is bright and full of amazing art, loving hearts and much of success - because you deserve it! In that picture we see wonderful anatomy - even in a creature which doesn't naturally exist! We see motion, angle and mood - all in one - excellent art!

Okay I am FINISHED! -for now.
I'll go to bed now and have a nap until I have to go up in the morning again and go to university to hold a presentation. CHEERS!